Not Really, just haven't been getting on deviant. Tomorrow is the last day of Drivers Ed class, but i'm sad cause the people i met are cool people! oh well, Then i got to drive for 6 hours, with either a Crazy guy that likes to grab the wheel when ur driving or A Black guy that i can hardly understand. =\ i want the black guy! lol. My hair is looking fine, but i haven't started contacts....wtf is wrong with me! i need to start before School shit starts! I wish i was going to public then i could keep my hair the length it is, but it has to be cut for school, i'll wait till the last minute.

I'm not going to Illinois, You probably can guess why, and i don't want your sympathy or criticism. I gave up Reading Eclipse because i don't have time..well i do, i just don't want to dedicate time. Warped Tour is the 14th for Maryland, its gonna be fucking awesome! MOSH PIT TIME!!! i'm gonna be in that pit rocking out when My favorite bands are out there, When my favorite bands aren't out there i'll be at the TWLOHA'S Tent or Revert-Fashion Tent.

Frankly i want to be someplace else, like a party or something because my house is so fucking boring. My town sucks because no one ever parties here, but then again we're the cesspool for cops, NSA, FBI, Secret Service, and Government jobs. so i guess most of the people are too pussy to have a party.

Also i'm getting fucking tired of my brother, sister-in-law, and their two kids that are living in the house. All i hear is either, A baby Crying or a little girl whining and crying....music isn't helping because i can't have it loud when shes crying and trying to sleep!!!! it pisses me off... i am wanting to move out if they won't move out. god....

Update:

A long time ago i talked about Tattoo's and i've decided, because i'm a supporter of TWLOHA (To Write Love On Her Arms) I am probably gonna get something tattooed on my wrists but not chains like i planned.

Well lets see..summer

I've started on Eclipse great fun. Not gonna be able to touch it for a week, going away. Summer Choir Camp....All Guys. My best bro isn't gonna be there..he got kicked out of school for stealing an ipod...fuck..they wouldn't understand why he did it...he was suicidal, and on a destructive rampage that day, his mother tried to throw him into a mental asylum.

i spent 100$ on shorts and a hat today...how gay...but they were pretty chill shorts..and a pimpin hat. check the hat out on my facebook. [link]
and look at the summer album. my shorts and shit will be up.

Summer choir camp is also gonna suck cause i'd rather be home..but oh well...i have like 320$ O_o i could get a laptop in a few weeks..lol but thats money for Illinois..who knows what i will need.

Well Goodnews, Life Rocks,

Vacation:
Well Summer vacation is coming up and i am gonna be so happy. lol Summer camp is gonna be good, then Summer Maddness, then St. louis/Illinois vacation. and well..I'm not going to st. louis, cause its not worth it. I love my family but i'm so fucking bored there, the 3 friends i have there, ones completely different then the first time i met her, one i can't even see, and the other, well idk about the other one i only got to hang with her once. SO i'm going to stay in Illinois so i can hang with my girlfriend. I know my family is gonna be disappointed in the fact that i'm wanting to stay in illinois, but its my choice.

School:
Well, i'm close to failing maybe 3 classes? I know i'm gonna pass the harder of the 3, the other 2 i can easily pass if i put more effort forth so i'm gonna bust my balls to get that done.

Looks:
I've straightened my hair, i still don't know what the fuck i'm doing, my girlfriend says i'm doing it wrong but it looks fine...so idk..she's weird. I have Prepared my 18th birthday already. As soon as i turn 18, i plan on getting 3 things...well maybe the summer after i turn 18...but anyways. its a 3 step plan. Step 1: Get Snakebite Piercings. Step 2: Get 10.4.64 - 4.10.09 Tattooed somewhere, probably on the backside of the bicep of my left arm. Step 3: Get Either! chains tattooed around my wrists, or get a tribal tattoo on my right bicep. Some of you may think some of this stuff is unappealing or stupid, but the first tattoo means something, and the piercings i've wanted since i was a boy. the second tattoo could mean something the chains would mean that i'm a prisoner to the Bounds of social ethics or some shit like that. The tribal tattoo would just look cool.

Music:
I've got nothing new really to report here...Corey and i aren't gonna do our rap/Rock thing so fuck that. i'll find something...maybe i'll just do voice covers... Well wait i do have something, Choir is cool, i gonna bust my balls to get a award next year and the ribbons..working on light blue (First) then Dark Blue (Second) then Red (Solo/3) Wish me luck

Excercise:
Yea..i need too.

Avatar:
I need an avatar that describes me not some shit i just stole...yes i admit i stole the one i have now...so i'd like some help, will someone make one for free?? i'm not asking u to make it a priority but just like...when u have time..it be nice..thanks...talk to me about what i want..

Okay well, i started straightening my hair, and its going shitty, i can't do it worthy crap. but its an oh well process.

I want to get snakebites but theres 2 problems. Parents say wait till 18. so i have no choice there..and girlfriend hates them...wtf should i do. and her friend said that all girls hate them and think their gross...i want to stay with my girl. but i want some piercings that i've wanted forever... wtf should i do...

idk its just a small entry this week...or month..or year who knows

i probably did the stupidest thing, recently...and that was ending it with aly, for a whole week...i felt numb..no pain..but no feeling. all i could feel is like....fucking nothing. i may have laughed and stuff but..none of it was happy..it was just small fun that didn't keep my mind off it....so i talked to her two weeks ago, and she and i are back together...we really do love each other. i didn't realize it till now though. Shit. Its probably been the most amazing two weeks since i got back with her.

Also i might be starting this crazy rock/rap group with my homie Corey, hes a white boy but he can rap..he's got the rhythm, if he can get lyrics made with a refrain, i can vocalize the refrain into a singing part. If i do i'll keep you updated.

but yea, in other news. I got a straightener, well its not mine..its my sister-in-laws. but i can finally straighten my hair. Fuck yea! my preview is up, thats combed when wet though...can't wait till i actually straighten it!

Just next year will be my living hell.....Cause I got to listen to the faggots on my bus....causs they will mock me for my hair..but i don't give a shit, their gay jocks that listen to screamo/emo/punk music yet hate emos. asses

Also i've established my style..or well not yet. but idk if you have seen stuff like it before but a white goth. Wears white instead of black. but i'm not a typical white goth. i'm a white goth + goth i wear both white and black. White and black are my favorite colors, Fucking rocks. and my favorite symbol..Ying Yang.